its now 10 months since dad has gone and still i feel that hes just gone on holiday.dad had cancer and it robbed us of someone so great in our lives that its still unreal.i feel so privileged to have had dad as our father he did so much for us more than most people that could do in a lifetime.i always remember dad with a smile and always ready to listen and advice even the times we didnt want it!!!!!! i wish i could still hear his voice just the simple thing as being able to pick up the phone and talk to him.